cool summer days

Today at lunch I got to spend my time with Jesus at my favorite spot on campus...sitting in a rocking chair under a tree, feeling the breeze against my cheek & listening to the chorus of sounds around me. I love love LOVE gorgeous days like today.

I sat there talking to the J man & getting to take a look at my heart. Here are a few things I heard/found out:

-I love producing, but my heart beats faster for producing in Fused than it does in the big room...I need to talk to a few people about this to let them know.

-I loved leading the senior girls last year & watching that group of girls grow like crazy. & thinking about not being able to lead a Fused small group makes me sad...the thought came through my head that maybe I'm not supposed to lead a college-age lifegroup like I do now, but maybe I'm supposed to just lead a Fused lifgroup...again, I need to talk to some people about this

-I love the idea of working at/running/having my hand in a making a place like Rocketown in Lexington. A place where teens can come hang out, get creative, learn & be loved in a safe community. Where they can just be themselves & experience Jesus.

-I want to get out & take pictures...& I need to just make it happen

-I want to learn how I can be a better girlfriend, a better daughter, sister, friend...

-I want & need to start exercising.

-I want to become disciplined...in reading good books, in exercising, in eating well, in spending time with Jesus, in reading the Bible...in lots of things, really.

-I need to invest in my family & Dusty's family more.

My Granny is in town, & I've gotten to spend some time with her, but I haven't gotten to talk about Jesus with her. I still don't know where she sits with Him...

I want to be the woman God made me to be.