For a little while there, I was letting voices get to me...and they weren't even voices that had actually been spoken. It was the enemy's voice trying to make it's way in. But thank you, Jesus for speaking louder than the enemy.
If anything, I've learned how truly great it is to be authentic & how much my leaders care & love me and cheer me on.
It looks like I get to say 'no' to leading a lifegroup. That puts my heart at rest and actually really excites me for what the next in LG looks like. I know some changes will be coming soon...our group will be split soon...I wonder if I'll actually be moved into a new group? Wherever I am, I'll get to just be...I'll get to lead out by just being me, but I won't have any sort of entrustment of leading anyone. It feels a little weird to think about, but I think it will be good.
I got to have lunch with K.D. this afternoon & share what's been going on in my heart in regards to producing...we're going to be praying about what my spot looks like. It might be that I'm on 2/4 weeks a month, or I might try out a new spot on producing...and if it looks like it's actually just time for me to come off producing, then that's what will happen, & it's really ok.
I'm just looking forward to how all of this frees up my heart & lets God do a bigger work in me. :)
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